New Year Friday, Jan 16 2009 

Fashionably late comes my post about things past, and those yet to come, but what did you expect? My last update was in June!

It’s not for lack of trying though. I’ve sat down in front of my computer several times and I honestly meant to write something — not because I feel like I have to, but because I like to. Unfortunately, I didn’t feel like I had anything worthy to write about. Then a few months went by and I thought about writing a few lines and realized that now there was way too much to write. This happens to me quite often with old friends in far-away places.

Hey buddy how have you been? Good? Me too. Well, let me just recap the last ten and a half years …

It just doesn’t work, and I’ll tell you why. I’m an information junkie and one thing that’s always been hard for me to do is to condense information down to the necessary. Well, what most people would consider necessary. I’m sometimes reminded of a story (true story, by the way) about Stanley Kubrick, who gave his daughter a fifteen-page set of instructions on caring for his cats. While I’ve never written a fifteen-page manual for anything, I have no doubt my girlfriend has been annoyed by my commentary and suggestions on how to chop the onions when we’re making dinner, for example.

My quirks aside, there’s also the constant struggle of objectivity and subjectivity. At a recent communications training seminar, three people were asked to participate in an exercise. The first guy was told a story, then the second guy came in and the first guy had to tell him the story. He gave him his version which had changed somewhat. Then the third guy came in and … I’m sure you know where this goes. Just three guys later and a story has half of the original facts with a fair amount of new, made-up and/or assumed information. I suppose I just don’t like the idea of being part of the misinformation cycle. On a side note: I was able to re-tell the story almost verbatim, after hearing it from the course leader once. I actually still could.

Still, as fun as it is to recall year old conversations line by line, I sometimes end up with information-paralysis. Take this blog for example. One week there’s nothing important to write about. A few weeks go by and now there’s too much to write about. Next thing you know, it’s six months later and no updates.

Maybe I should work on that this year starting now.

To briefly recap last year:

Laura and I spent much of the 2008 spring and summer looking for a house. That is, of course, until the economy shot itself in the face while jumping from a high-rise window holding a stick of dynamite in each hand

With house prices plummeting worse than AIG stock, Laura and I moved into an apartment on the U-City Loop and it’s been great. Driving to work costs me a fraction of what it did before, and I look forward to riding my bike to work once it warms up

I did another MS bike ride and I want to give a special thanks to everyone who supported me. This would have not been possible without you. I’m proud of two accomplishments in particular:
1. over $3,500 raised for the National MS Society — which landed me in the 74th top fundraiser spot
2.  completed the first day’s century with a personal best average of 19.5 miles per hour.  If you’re not a biker, that’s pretty fast. In fact, it  far exceeded what I thought I was capable of.

I was promoted to captain of my company’s MS biking team

I redpointed (climbing term for climbing a route without falls or resting on the rope/gear) the second pitch of Fancy Lads at Draper’s Bluff. Depending on who you ask this route is rated 5.11d – 5.12b. Either way, that’s pretty hard and I was thrilled when I clipped the anchors.

I work for the Italians now (in a somewhat roundabout way)

Laura and I have not bought a single loaf of bread, save for one during our move in October. We make about two or three loafs per week, and frankly, I couldn’t imagine eating the store-bought stuff anymore.

This year’s Halloween party was crazy and bigger than before (see for yourself here)

Things I’m looking forward to in the new year:

Stay on top of this blog and write at least one post every month.

Redpoint some of my 5.12 projects. It’s time to step up the game and I really hope the spring plays along with good dry weather — I can’t take another 2008-like spring

Biking to work — now that I live much closer to work I’m looking forward to riding my bike there as much as possible.

I’ll leave it at that before the list gets too long. It’s kind of late to still be talking about the new year, but I hope you all have a great 2009!

Pure awesomeness Friday, Jun 6 2008 

Chances are you have heard Weezer’s new song Pork and Beans on the radio or maybe you even got their CD. When I first heard the song i thought it was catchy and a little like Weezer’s old days. I was totally unprepared for the awesomeness of the actual video. You can watch it here:

If you’re not a geek like me and don’t pay any attention to the viral videos that sometimes take the internet by storm, this video may disappoint you, though it’s still fun to watch.

Right off the bat we have a reference to funtwo, who became a sensation by playing Canon in D extremely fast on an electric guitar, back-lit by a large window behind him. Next you get a cut of Gary Brolsama, the Numa Numa kid, and then there is the dramatic gopher, followed by afroninja. Other stars and references include the diet coke experiment guys, the GI Joe PSAs with a reference to the guy who catches glasses with his face, Matt McAllister who put on 155 t-shirts, Chris Crocker, the “leave Brittney alone” guy, CATS from the badly translated game Zero Wing which gave us the “all your base are belong to us” phenomenon. The list continues with Caitlin Upton, the Miss Teen USA chick who so tragically fumbled a simple question on geography on live TV, the whiteboys doing the Soulja Boy dance, Judson Liapply from the “Evolution of Dance” video, Tay Zonday from Chocolate Rain, the Daft Hands dude, the chicks from daft bodies, Kicesie from her youtube “sex ed” videos and several references to the infamous Star Wards kid as well as Ryan vs dorkman from their Star Wars fan clip, the dancing banana aka Peanut Butter Jelly Time, and the “will it blend” blender. The list goes on and on and on. I thought it was pretty appropriate too, given that the song’s message is to be happy about who you are.

Aside from being pure awesomeness, this video is testament to what a huge nerd i am.

Rainbows Thursday, May 8 2008 

Rainbows

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Took this picture after a day of climbing in southern Illinois. We were just finishing up as a light rain fell and then we saw this. Can’t quite remember the last time I saw a full rainbow stretching across the sky. There’s even a hint of a second rainbow just to the right of it.

Enjoy.

Into The Wild Wednesday, Apr 30 2008 

Into The Wild

I had heard about this book (and obviously the movie) from a few friends and wanted to see it for a while now. Last Sunday night, after returning from a three-day camping trip — during which the first night’s dinner was canceled due to uncooperative weather — it seemed sort of fitting to watch this before bed.

First I’ll give you my thoughts on the movie. It’s a damn good movie. Just trust me on that. I was in my bed, dead-tired after three days of rock climbing & camping, and I didn’t even consider falling asleep for a single second while watching it. The cinematography, the music and Emile Hirsch (The Girl Next Door, Alpha Dog) as Christopher McCandless, aka Alexander Supertramp, were amazing. The movie has a good flow, cutting between his “current” situation in Alaska and his various experiences prior to venturing into the Alaskan wilderness, starting out quite playful, almost innocent, and turning more serious towards the end. While making his way north, he encounters, and in some cases deeply affects the lives of many characters that come across as genuine. Too many times there’s an array of distractions rather that supporting charters.

As for my commentary about the actual story, be warned that the following paragraph(s) will most likely contain spoilers.

If you know me, you know that I am no fan of marriage. I don’t despise it — though it may appear so at times — but I feel the need for a proactive indifference, similar to coping with a bully on the playground … except that marriage won’t go away, no matter how long you ignore it. I feel this way mostly because of how much the concept is abused on a daily basis. This is more or less where the movie starts for me philosophically. The happy McCandless family is a complete sham. You have two people who don’t love each other — possibly don’t even know what love really is — that got a piece of paper that proclaimed them married. Soon after, they started making babies and played out all the little plays, that in their mind looked like things a family would do. It was all a farce. It was all empty. No one made any attempt to understand and actually care about each other. Christopher was undoubtedly a very driven, intelligent guy who lived his life by a code, and the realization of what emptiness he was borne from pushed him on this quest to find himself and define who and what he really is. His great enemies were all the things his parents were so preoccupied with. A great big house, a nice new car. This, I think, is why: Had the foundation upon which any young person builds their life — one’s family — had it not been as materialistic as it was described to be, he most likely would have not grown up with such contempt for everything material that society places a value on. Had his family life been more about relationships, he would have accepted money as a tool, not a false object of desire.

While his quest to find himself, was on occasion a bit dangerous, the end was not so much tragic as it was just plain stupid. What he did, and the way he chose to do it was an atrocity on his own life and everyone who did love him him. If he’d just had a real map he could have easily walked out his situation, as a hand-operated tram crossed the river only a quarter mile from where he was. And that’s only the beginning of the travesty he committed. He was completely unprepared, in every way imaginable, to cope with the situation he was about to put himself into. There’s courage, and then there is just plain ignorant stupidity, and it’s particularly upsetting when it’s committed by someone who is neither ignorant nor stupid. Sure in the beginning he did alright – but a drunk driver is a pretty safe driver until he has to react quickly to some unforeseen event. What’s ironic, in a very sad way, is his transformation into what he quite possibly despised the most: his father. Throughout the movie he met people and affected all of their lives in some positive way; he was loved, admired and cared for. Yet he chose to throw it all away, ignore those who opened their hearts to him, and do something incredibly selfish, which perceptibly hurt all those who cared about him. His lack of concern for the relationships he formed resembled his father more than any of the men he idolized.

I think it is often the case, that if we blindly try to escape something, without understanding the root of it and its effect on us, we are likely to end up where we started.

In the spirit of the movie, I leave you with this quote:

What we need for our happiness is often close at hand,
if we knew but how to seek for it.”

— Nathaniel Hawthorne

Atlas Shrugged Wednesday, Apr 23 2008 

The Rock Warrior’s Way

A few weeks ago I finished what may be the most amazing and thought-inspiring book I’ve ever had the pleasure of reading. Atlas Shrugged by Ayn Rand; the Bible of Selfishness as they call it. The book is considered Rand’s magnum opus, and its 1,200 pages, particularly Galt’s speech (which is 60 pages long) lay the foundation for her philosophy of Objectivism (yes, it’s that kind of reading).

The book is set in the 50s and the mood in America is changing. A prosperous country, with a thriving industry is slowly turning to the ideas of Communism, embracing brotherlove and the Common Good. Meanwhile high-profile members of society — inventors, company owners, musicians — are disappearing without a trace. Quickly it becomes evident that most of these people are prime movers — men and women who make the society move forward. All of them highly motivated, smart and creative were the ones who came up with the solutions to society’s problems. What they got in return was hatred and contempt very similar to what companies like Walmart are experiencing today.

Rand’s book is the capitalist’s Bible and it lays some straight forward rules. To get paid you must produce. Your worth has to come from somewhere. Your “need” is not a valid claim to anything. If you want something you must take by the power of you own mind — you must earn it. I agree with her rules and her philosophy, but mostly just within the scope of her book. I think her idea of a utopia where everyone works hard and money is root of all good is just as absurd — in the real world and with real people — as the idea of prosperity for everyone in a Communist society. But the more likely scenario is that her book was not meant as the Capitalist’s Manifesto, and its intentions are not to incite a riot and overthrow the government (which in her book could be best described as a filthy swamp full of slithering bottom-feeders and purposeless creatures, always concealed and waiting to inject their poison into whatever comes within their reach) but to perhaps to look at one’s own actions, thoughts and accomplishments. To establish a code for how to live one’s own life, and a be productive, think critically, and most importantly, to never depart from that code.

What has intrigued me since I started reading the book, is how much I agree with Rand on her social and political views, from an individual standpoint, of course. At the same time, an acquaintance of mine, who also seems to share her views, would drive me insane and into the most absurdly harsh arguments I’ve ever had with anyone. I could never understand him until I had read the book. I suppose I now understand what drives him as a person, but I still believe that this individual is a bit misguided, because he 1. takes her word as literal gospel, and 2. neglects one fact that separates the novel from reality: the unyielding integrity of character and the moral law — which you will not find in most people. In Rand’s world the world is separated into two kinds of basic people the movers who make it all happen (by producing and/or inventing new things) who conduct themselves by a strict code of ethics in business and pleasure, and the looters (mostly the government and industrialists with close ties to the government) who get what they feel is owed to them by bending the rules in their favor. What my acquaintance constantly seems to forget, is that we don’t live in a society where the industrial tycoon is truly and always a man of his word. Where prosperity is created through ideas and hard work of the individual rather than the exploitation of workers. I have no issue with the prosperity of the selfish — I have no claim to anything they own. When, however, the prosperity of the selfish becomes the a tyranny of such men, that is when we all begin to have a problem. We’re most certainly not a communist society, but the aristocracy of money has largely been replaced by the aristocracy of pull, as she puts it — just look at our current administration and how its conducted itself and its relationships to some of the industry giants.

One of the main characters, Francisco d’Anconia delivers a mini-speech (mini as in only 5 pages long) to some guests at a party, who are revolted by his ideas and his lack of selflessness. How many times have we heard, “Money is the root of all evil?” This should be a nice change of pace:

“So you think that money is the root of all evil?” said Francisco d’Anconia. “Have you ever asked what is the root of money? Money is a tool of exchange, which can’t exist unless there are goods produced and men able to produce them. Money is the material shape of the principle that men who wish to deal with one another must deal by trade and give value for value. Money is not the tool of the moochers, who claim your product by tears, or of the looters, who take it from you by force. Money is made possible only by the men who produce. Is this what you consider evil?

“When you accept money in payment for your effort, you do so only on the conviction that you will exchange it for the product of the effort of others. It is not the moochers or the looters who give value to money. Not an ocean of tears nor all the guns in the world can transform those pieces of paper in your wallet into the bread you will need to survive tomorrow. Those pieces of paper, which should have been gold, are a token of honor — your claim upon the energy of the men who produce. Your wallet is your statement of hope that somewhere in the world around there are men who will not default on that moral principle which is the root of money. Is this what you consider evil?

“Have you ever looked for the root of production? Take a look at an electric generator and dare tell yourself that it was created by the muscular effort of unthinking brutes. Try to grow a seed of wheat without the knowledge left to you by men who had to discover it for the first time. Try to obtain your food by means of nothing but physical motions — and you’ll learn that man’s mind is the root of all the goods produced and of all the wealth that has ever existed on earth.

“But you say that mony is made by the strong at the expense of the weak? What strength do you mean? It is not the strength of the guns or muscles. Wealth is the product of man’s capacity to think. Then is money made by the man who invents a motor at the expense of those who did not invent it? Is money made by the intelligent at the expense of the fools? By the able at the expense of the incompetent? By the ambitious at the expense of the lazy? Money is made — before it can be looted or mooched — made by the effort of every honest man, each to the extent of his ability. An honest man is one who knows that he can’t consume more than he has produced.

The speech goes on for a few more pages, but it outlines some basic problems that are in some ways terrifyingly similar to those that have beset our economy recently, and where the experts predict it will go. One reoccurring theme that identifies the moochers, is their indifference to everything. Why do I have to worry about that? It’s not my responsibility! I see this a lot when it comes to politics and social issues, and no one can argue that the average American citizen is pretty ignorant when it comes to world events. Most people I’ve asked can’t even remember when September 11 happened. Yes, it’s far easier to tune out the reality of it all and tune into a manufactured reality available to you at the push of a button on your comfortable little couch. This happens in Rand’s book. I read today in the WSJ, that serious food-shortages are being predicted or at least soaring prices that will further batter our economy with very little chance for recovery. Price of wheat has tripled over the last three years. This happens in Rand’s book. I read yesterday that Europe is turning back to coal, for its power plants partially due to soaring oil prices. This also happens in Rand’s book. I know, I know, every generation whines how bad they have it. I can’t speak for the generations of the past, so I’ll speak for what I see today. I see people who are content. I am content. A co-worker says, “My God, gas will be four dollars a gallon pretty soon.” On the way home I see them in their gas-guzzling SUV. I say “Good. I hope it soars to 10 dollars a gallon by this summer!” Shock. “You’re crazy,” they say. It is too bad, but until it happens everyone will just complain without doing a damn thing about. When it happens I will ride my bike to work and everywhere else. Until then, I am content and find the situation bearable. Just like everyone else.

Many are inclined to say, and in fact have said so to me, that there are no more “prime movers” in society. That one man can no longer make a giant step for mankind. Where this perversion of indvidualist thought comes from is quite intriguing, especially in a country that is known for its unlimited freedom of opportunity, but is not something I would have thought about prior to reading this book.

I read somewhere that a majoirty of readers said this was the second most influental book in their lives, only to be surpassed by the Bibble. I would have to agree.

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